Monday, October 19, 2009

What a day…

So, today I spent my first day, on the job, in a classroom. To be perfectly honest, I’ve been a little nervous about today for a couple of weeks. I’m not exactly sure why I was nervous, maybe I was worried that I made a mistake. That what I thought was God’s leading was my desire to have a full time job. That somehow my judgment was clouded by my own circumstances. I’m sure that sounds crazy to many of you but hearing and understanding the will of God is something that I’ve questioned my ability on. Today it was made clear to me that I am exactly where I belong.

A little more than 18 years ago, I can’t believe it was that long ago, I sat in a classroom much like the one I sat in today and a video rolled that showed the storied history of the US Army. Had I not been in a room with fellow recruits, Sergeants, Captains, and Colonels I’d have been a blubbering baby. I was overwhelmed with the pride of being part of something so far beyond myself and with the privilege to walk in the shoes of men and women who had always had my deepest respect. Today that same feeling came over me. I choked back tears as I watched the history of the American Red Cross and the amazing humanitarian acts, and people, which define the organization.

As I sat through the training and heard words like stewardship, service, and unity I was convinced that the foundation that Henri Dunant laid was inspired by his personal faith in Jesus Christ. Unfortunately, because of the political correctness of today’s society, the ARC says nothing about this but with a little bit of research it becomes evident. Though he may not have set out to, the foundation on which Dunant began his vision of the Red Cross was the Rock of his Salvation. With that, his ideas were also the foundation of the International Humanitarian Law. These laws are what the Geneva Conventions are based on. “Love your enemies” and “Love your neighbor as yourself” ring out loudly from Mr. Dunant’s ideas.

I have been immeasurably blessed with the opportunity to be part of an organization that believes serving humanity is of great importance. Yes, it has gotten clouded by the political correctness of the day, including the addition of the Red Crescent and Red Crystal, but the basic foundations are still there. And for those of us whose foundation is the Rock of Salvation we can know that we are being the hands of Christ as we serve those in their second greatest need. Their first being the Grace and Mercy that God offers freely through belief in His perfect Son; maybe we’ll have an opportunity to offer that to them as well.

Thursday, October 8, 2009

Been a while...

Wow, two weeks since a post. My mind has been swirling with the craziness of the last couple of weeks. Putting together a coherent thought to post here has been difficult. One of the very exciting happenings since I last posted has been the job offer that I received this past Friday; an offer that I would have been crazy to turn down, so I didn't. I will be starting my new job on the 19th and the excitement is building each day. I'm so thankful that God is faithful even when I'm not. There were far too many occasions over the last 9 months that I was shaking my fist at God for not making a way for me. Looking back I can honestly say that, at times, I was sitting back lazily waiting for Him to drop an opportunity in my lap. I can also recall times when I turned in the direction that I wanted to walk and attempted to go it alone. Through all of those times He still stood beside me and waited for me to hand it over to Him in humility and trust that He was working all things for the good. Probably the greatest thing that happened through this time was a greater trust and reliance on the God who created me and designed me with a plan and purpose for my life.


So, eleven days from now I begin a new chapter in my life. I'm excited for what God has in-store for me and I'm excited that I'm growing in my trust and dependence on Him. I'm confident that I'm beginning the most exciting time of my life and I know He will remain faithful. I pray that I will.